They ask me to understand and deal with the situations I'm facing right now. They are right and their point but in their view. But I feel like "what are you saying!! does it make any sense??" I'm just so in a fix state of my mind I cant think of anything. Simply do my work keeping things to myself suppressing my words and listening to whatever they say is just not me!! It feels like I'm killing the real me and i feel it will soon happen. As my 9 month life here at this place is where the real me can't survive anymore. He cries yet tries. Put's his thoughts to a side yet gets no ride by anyone's side. I feel lonely and lost in darkness in this bright sunny day in a street full of people!!
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